hay
in the next few hours ill be joining a holy week retreat… sigh… i just can’t keep myself from staring at you… parang kailan lng when we were so happy… simple yet happy.. now things seem so complicated… i don’t know…. i keep telling myself to forget about you… to move on.. it all seemed so easy.. yet a single mesage or even a hi would change all of it…. my defences are weak… i don’t have enough strength to stop my heart from beating for you…
hehe sound so cheesy.. yet at this time nothing really matters… just me, my feelings, my heart, my mind… maybe i need this reatreat.. not to run away from all of these but a time for myself.. a time to for me and my GOD.. maybe i’ll be able to understand HIS reasons… to know where i should head off….
hahayz… im sleepy na.. got to sleep… zzzzzzz…
